If only she replied that she was fine, it would had made me happy to know she safe at home or with friends/family. I've been lead on time after time again. No man in this world has the will to get hurt over and over again cause we're still human with emotions.

I'll end it here for today till Chows.

Today is the day I the examination week ends Wohooo! But sadly I flung my 1st paper hahaha.
Arhh What the heck I still got my Diploma because that more important. I think I'm gonna past my 2nd paper though cause my girl gave me alot courage last night an I also studied really really hard for this exam paper. I wished I could call her and thank for the support it means alot. But sadly she hardly picks up my call haizzz(-_-) so i have to resort to text-ing. What a day, woke up at 7.30 a.m. bath abit of exercise and went of to school with motorbike. Luckily I came back home before it rain. I hate riding in the rain it kinda scares me.

I wonder when i can meet Aisha. Hmmm. O well its up to her whether she wants to or not cause I'm not a person who likes to force people. I think thats about it not much today. Maybe later I'll update my blog hmmm look if I have the mood to write again.

Who would had thought the person I love most came back to my life. Who am I Talking about? It's Aisha Keith Thaddeus, she's the girl who gave me meaning in this cruel world. We were together once but we broke up for reasons that we both do not know. Hahaha Strange eh. When we broke up I said to myself "What in the Moo Moo Cow is going in her head?!". So I was left stranded without any reason. To make up for that I made my own reason so I thought It might be because of studies She ain't concentrating enough so I felt it might be very well the reason. So I moved on. ever since the day we broke up I never did loved someone like she did even though we didn't really met but gosh she was Perfect for me that is. Always thinking of her I became a wanderer with no love to feel or touch.

After months n weeks of no contact, I've got a new number n one of the 1st couple of people I contacted was she Aisha Ms Little Cookie Monster. Knowing her style of texting it'll take around 15 mins or so to reply(sheesh quite long too reply don't you think actually too long)

So I almost gave up hope on her replying soon after a miracle came she replied I was overjoyed. It felt like God has forgiven me for my sin kind of feeling. But Sadly when she replied she kinda scolded me. She said where have I've been all this time I didn't text her call her and she felt as though it was 12345678910 years since I last contacted her and also I've been missed by her. So basically the other side of me took over, I kept apologizing again and again. i also said she's been missed greatly by me too.Oh Yeah this all happen when I was in night class mugging on my Diploma in Sports Management just to add on.

So we text all night till a Message that she send caught my eye "If Only I could all over but but but like what you said, what is done, is done. so Jyeah." This message alone told me Zikir you better get her back before its too late.So guess what I did being a very straight forward guy I asked whether she really do want to start all over if she did would she stay cause there's no turning back to it. She said yes, again she manage too pull me back out of the darkness that I was in after she left me. I was Happy no other word can describe how I felt that day. It was the day I'll never forget. Sure our age difference is 4 years but what the heck we love each other and that what really count.

So hopefully this time It works out cause I do love her.